Celebrating the Victory of God

Revelation 1:1-8

 

A Sermon Preached by Peter Ilgenfritz

June 6, 2004

First of a five-part series on Revelation

University Congregational United Church of Christ

Seattle, Washington

 

In the beginning, we know the end of the story: 

“I am the Alpha and the Omega,” the one who is and who was and who is to come.  (Revelation 1:8)

 

We know at the beginning, the assurance of the victory of God.

That though all hell will break loose (and it will!) in the book of Revelation,

that God is,

God was,

and God is to come.

 

That promise is never in doubt. 

And that promise rises as a song amidst the destruction of Revelation.

 

There is pain, death and much that is terrible in the book of Revelation, but there is not word of despair in it.  For the victory of God is assured.

 

By the victory of God, I mean: 

Though all is taken away, God is there;

Though human hands fail, God’s hand does not.

 

This past week, I, and some of you, have known something of “much being taken away”, and of the “failure of human hands”.

 

In such times as these, what assures me, what may assure us, of the assured presence and hand of God?

 

I have been thinking on this often this week.  And I have come to recognize that I believe in the “victory of God” because of Worship and Community.

 

By ourselves we can’t “get it”.  But in worship and community, we can know that the promise of God is true.

 

Let me tell you how it is:

 

Last Sunday, I came to worship exhausted, depleted, and grieving.  The day before, Sarita Mullins-Williams had taken her life.  I had spent that afternoon to midnight with her family.  I hadn’t any time to take in her death.  What I knew was that I needed to share the news of her death with you. 

 

I came to worship in great need.  And if we are honest, at our core, we all come to worship in great need - whether we know the extent of that need or not. 

 

At times like this, we need to fall back on worship to catch us.

 

Last Sunday, like every Sunday we had to begin our worship in praise.  The preschoolers were there with us and we needed to begin with joy and celebration and thanksgiving and Martha Coleman dancing in the center aisle to the introit.  That is how worship begins, in praise, in thanks.

 

We had to rise out of our depths to the rhythm of worship - to praise, confession (where we named Sarita’s death as we were reminded of our great need for God), listening for God’s word, and offering our response to God.  Our response which includes the covenant promises we make each week “to walk with each other in trials of the spirit and in times of joy”.

 

That ancient rhythm of how life is.

It caught us, it caught me with the news that broke our hearts.  The rhythm and song of worship reminded us once again of the very promises of God.

 

Worship carried us through as we rested and trusted in it.  It grounded us, and helped move us through a time of shock and grief.

 

The assurance of God’s presence and hand - there, made real in worship.

 

And we can know that assurance of God through community.

 

A week and a half ago I was with my family in New Hampshire as we marked the death of my aunt.  During those few days I was reminded again how community catches us and reminds us of the grounding that is God.  I wrote to my family on Memorial Day of some of the things we remembered about my aunt.

 

I ended my letter by writing this:

 

And finally, Cheryl (my cousin) remembered Auntie Helen’s scotch-a-roos and little cheesecakes with blueberry and strawberry topping.  As Cheryl said, the history of our family could be told in food!  There is something very wonderful in that - for over the years we have done a lot of eating together - something many families rarely, if ever, do together anymore.  That is what made last Thursday, the day of the memorial service, a gift – a coming together in the vestry to have food and share food together.  That is what made last Wednesday a gift - at the break in the middle of the visiting hours, going to Friendly’s with Uncle Charlie, Auntie Marion, Auntie Jo, Auntie Shirl, Auntie Phyl, Mom and Dad.  Many meals around many tables over many, many years.

 

The last couple of days have been hard ones and wonderful ones too.  Lots of tears, lots of giving thanks.  Lots of coming together and being together, and lots of recognizing that someone is missing around the table.  Lots we have known how to share and speak of, and lots we haven’t known how to.  Lots of stories and lots of memories.  A lot of care and compassion and love in and between it all.

 

I think of you all today, as we all step back into what we all “do” in our grief in our separate ways - as we keep busy, as we keep on keeping on, as we pause now and again and grieve and cry, as we forget and remember, remember and forget again and again.  As that slow work of grief turns in us all.

 

I feel all the more blessed today for family, for all of you, and for what holds, binds, cannot be taken away, amidst all that is.  Something of that very “persistent” love of God which we know here and now in the love of each other.  A love that despite all, even death itself, cannot, will not, be taken from us.

 

My love to you all,

Peter

 

Vincent Van Gogh wrote, “It is true there is an ebb and flow, but the sea remains the sea.” Built deep into the fabric of life and death, sadness and joy, guilt and gratitude, failure and success is the unwavering love of God.  A Presence, a Love made real in worship and community.  Let us fall back on that promise as we come together in prayer.

 

Oh God, although we experience many ups and downs in our emotions and often feel great shifts and changes in our inner life, you remain the same.  Your sameness is not the sameness of a rock, but the sameness of a faithful lover.  Out of your love we came to life, by your love we are sustained, and to your love we are always called back.  There are days of sadness and days of joy, there are feelings of guilt and feelings of gratitude, there are moments of failure and moments of success, but all of them are embraced by your unwavering love.

 

Our only real temptation is to doubt your love, to think of ourselves as beyond the reach of your love, to remove ourselves from the healing radiance of your love.  To do those things is to move into the darkness of despair.

 

O Lord sea of love and goodness, let us not fear too much the storms and winds of our daily life, but let us know that there is ebb and flow but that the sea remains the sea.  Amen.

 

Prayer adapted from a prayer of Henri Nouwen in Seeds of Hope