Try, Trust and Tell

John 9:1-41

 

A Sermon Preached by Peter Ilgenfritz

March 6, 2005

University Congregational United Church of Christ

Seattle, Washington

 

I have grown to love the story we are going to hear today.  To help bring it to life I have asked five of our senior high youth to help me out with it – Emily Munday, Chris Aagaard, Jeff Nash, Kayla Ballasone and Chris Swanson. 

 

My deepened relationship with our youth and their families over the past two months has taught me a lot and brought this story to life for me.   I believe that the story is a story about a teenager.  As we will hear in the story, the religious authorities go to the parents of the guy that was blind to check out if his story is true.  I don’t think that they would have done that if this guy was 50 – but that they would have done that if there was a sense that he was still accountable to his parents. 

 

This story is particularly relevant to teenagers and their families – and others living through times of lots of change (like all of us in our church as we go through this renovation project!) 

 

In the early church this story was used in the season of Lent as a way for people to check out how their life was going – and invites them to consider how their relationship with God is going.  The story asks us to consider three questions:

What is something you are to try?

What is something you are to trust?

And what is something that you are to tell?

 

The story assumes that each and every one of us – no matter how old or not so old we are - has something to try, trust and tell.

The story asks that each and every one of us determine what that is for us today.

 

Let’s listen for the word of God.

 

Walking down the street, Jesus saw a man blind from birth.  His disciples asked, “Rabbi, who sinned:  this man or his parents, causing him to be born blind?”

 

Jesus said, “You’re asking the wrong question.  You’re looking for someone to blame.  There is no such cause and effect here.  Look instead for what God can DO.  We need to be energetically at work for the One who sent me here, working while the sun shines.  When night falls, the workday is over.  For as long as I am in the world, there is plenty of light.  I am the world’s Light.”

 

Jesus said this and then spit in the dust, made a clay paste, with the saliva, rubbed the paste on the blind man’s eyes, and said, “Go, wash at the Pool of Siloam.”  (Siloam means “Sent”).  The man went and washed and saw.

 

We’ve been in this story many times.  Something is happening on the street and a bunch of folks are sitting around analyzing the situation.  In this case the disciples of Jesus are scratching their heads, consulting their books, standing back and wondering about this guy – who is he?  And how did he get to be this way?

 

We do it all the time – we hold ourselves back from relating to each other.  It’s safer that way for sure.  So we drive by the guy with his sign – “Hungry, need food.”  We leave our young people alone – for they “need their space”.  We keep ourselves cut off from relating to each other and sit back and analyze each other instead.

 

But for the story to begin, somebody has got to try to DO something.  We just can’t sit around and WONDER about each other – or CRITICIZE each other.  Jesus has no interest in the “whys” of what’s up with this blind guy.  He just acts.  He heals him. 

 

“Just do it” – Nike says.  And that’s not a bad way to put it.  But – the lie in that slogan is that you need a pair of $150 gym shoes to “DO” it!  That’s crazy!   Instead, we need to just DO something – with whatever shoes we got – or don’t got!  

 

What are you called to DO today? 

Who are you just passing by and ignoring, dismissing as a wino and kid, a jerk that you are called to DO something with: 

To roll down your window and share your names, and share a dollar -   

To ask, “How was your day?”, and take time to really listen -

To say “Hi” as you pass on the street.  

 

If we want the story to start up again in our lives – we need to quit standing around and ignoring each other or driving by each other and risk getting involved.  Risk doing something to relate to another person.

 

“Soon the town was buzzing.  His relatives and those who year after year had seen him as a blind man begging were saying, “Why, isn’t this the man we knew, who sat here and begged?”

Others said, “It’s him all right!”

But others objected, “It’s not the same man at all.  It just looks like him.,

He said, “It’s me, the very one.”

They said, “How did your eyes get opened?”

“A man named Jesus made a paste and rubbed it on my eyes and told me, ‘Go to Siloam and wash.’  I did what he said, when I washed, I saw.” 

“So where is he?”
”I don’t know.”

They marched the man to the Pharisees.  This day when Jesus made the paste and healed his blindness was the Sabbath.  The Pharisees grilled him again on how he had come to see.  He said, “He put a clay paste on my eyes, and I washed, and now I see.”

Some of the Pharisees said, “Obviously, this man can’t be from God.  He doesn’t keep the Sabbath.”

Others countered, “How can a bad mad do miraculous, God-revealing things like this?”  There was a split in their ranks.

They came back at the blind man, “You’re the expert.  He opened YOUR eyes.  What do you say about him?”

He said, “He is a prophet.”

 

If we try to DO something, something will be different.  We don’t know how it will be different, what will be different – but something will be different.  And we hate that – or fear that – most of the time.  Being different.  We might talk a good game about how we want to change – but do we really?  We keep on doing the things we do – even the destructive things for some reason- for it gives us something we want and like.

 

It is hard to trust that God might be alive in the changes going on in us.  And that is exactly what the story asks us to believe – that God is alive and at work in the changes happening in us. 

 

That’s a hard thing to trust.  To trust that God is there in the work of change.

The neighbors can’t get it through their heads that this is the same blind guy they always knew. 

The Pharisees don’t think it was possible this guy could have been changed. 

 

We do this all the time – to ourselves:

“I’m just like this.  I can’t help myself.  That’s just how I am.”  And we right ourselves off from being able to change.

 

“My parent’s just won’t understand.”  Maybe they won’t – but when we leave it at that – we are assured that they won’t.  What would happen if they did in fact understand? 

 

No, we are afraid of growing and changing a lot – so we right off ourselves and others.

And yet without it there is no room for growth.

 

As I have grown I have learned that I am more complex than I thought.  The person I thought I was – who would never draw or dance or be a minister – ends up doing the very things that I thought just weren’t “me”.  But if I had left it at that and said “That’s just not my thing” – I would have missed God’s invitation to do a new thing and try something again.  I would have missed a tremendous gift. 

 

And I have learned that believe it or not – parents can change.  Although my parents were angry for years after I came out – and things were really hard between us, today we have a great relationship.  If I hadn’t risked believing that they could change – I would have made sure that they didn’t.

 

A college student put it to me well, “I am a different person that the young girl I was 4 years ago.  I have changed.  And I want people to see that, know that.  Not assume they know who I am.”

 

The man in the story believed Jesus was a prophet – one who tells that things need to change – and puts their TRUST in change to bring about a better way and world. 

 

How are you being invited to trust – and to change?  

And who are you invited to see in a different way and light?  

 

The religious authorities didn’t believe it, didn’t believe the man was born blind to begin with.  So they called the parents of the man now bright-eyed with sight.  They asked them, “Is this your son, the one you say was born blind?  So how is it that he now sees?”

His parents said, “We know he is our son, and we know he was born blind.  But we don’t know how he came to see-haven’t a clue about who opened his eyes.  Why don’t you ask him?  He is of age and can speak for himself.”  (His parents were talking like this because they were intimidated by the religious authorities, who had already decided that anyone who took a stand that this was the Messiah would be kicked out of the meeting place.  That’s why his parents said, “Ask him.  He is of age.”)

 

They called the man back a second time – the man who ahd been blind- and told him, “Give credit to God.  We know this man is an imposter. 

He replied, “I know nothing about that one way or the other.  But I know one thing for sure.  I was blind…and now see.”

 

They said, “What did he do to you? How did he open your eyes?”

“I’ve told you over and over and you haven’t listened.  Why do you want to hear it again?  Are you so eager to become his disciples?!”

With that they jumped all over him.  “YOU might be a disciple of that man, but we’re disciples of Moses.  We know for sure that God spoke to Moses, but we have no idea where this man even comes from.”

The man replied, “This is amazing!  You claim to know nothing about him, but the fact is, he opened my eyes!  It’s well known that God isn’t at the beck and call of sinners, but listens carefully to anyone who lives in reverence and does God’s will.  That someone opened the yes of a man born blind has never been heard of – ever.  If this man didn’t come from God, he wouldn’t be able to do anything.”

 

They said, “You’re nothing but dirt!  How dare you take that tone and with us!  Then they threw him out in the street.

 

We all have been taught to keep things to ourselves.  We have become all too good at keeping our heads down, “putting up and shutting up.” We nod our heads, grunt out a response.  And its not because we are stupid- its because we know all too well that telling the truth, speaking the truth can and often does get us in trouble. 

 

Sometimes we excuse ourselves - wrapping our lack of telling the truth or asking for the truth in the virtue of “privacy”.  But privacy stops being a virtue when we cloak our lives in it – it diminishes us as a community.  So we don’t risk telling the truths of our lives with one another – don’t speak of our alcoholism, our sexual abuse, our depression - fearing how it would be received.  So we keep ourselves trapped.

 

And we keep ourselves, protect ourselves, from hearing the truth.  As someone rightly noted, we don’t relate to our youth because we are scared of them.  We don’t want to hear the truth of their lives for it will reveal far too much about our own lives and anxieties and fears.  Most of us are in fact 14 year olds wrapped in adult bodies.  Just as insecure, Just as frightened.  Just as fearful of telling the truth. 

 

I have had the great privilege of having my life and work drawn more deeply into relating to youth.  I have been asking them about what they watch on TV and how they like to spend their times.  I’ve asked them if they have had experiences they would describe as spiritual and what they pray for.  At one such meeting the other day, I asked a young woman how we as her church could support her.  “No one has ever asked me that”, she said, “Your just asking me that question makes all the difference.”

 

Because we fear hearing the truth, we have blocked our youth off from adults more so than in any other culture and time in history.  But what adults can our youth talk to when they can’t talk to their parents?  What adults are asking kids how they are and how they can be support besides their parents?  Most of our kids have no one. 

 

Our youth are needing to just talk and tell the truth of their lives.  And we need to make the safe spaces for them to listen.   And hearing such truth will and does change us. 

 

“What do you want adults to know about you, your friends, you life?”, I asked one youth.   “I want them to know that I believe in God.  I have as much faith as you – although I express it differently.  Sitting still in church is hard for me.”  After talking to him, my view on faith was expanded and I began to see a lot of different ways that we all live out our faith.

 

If we speak the truth of our lives, we will often risk being kicked out – and we might well be.

 

But there is something worse than that – holding back, letting lies fester in side of us – they grow and build up – they are like diseases that spread

 

But truth is what can set us free- clean us out, free us up.  Circles of trust in which we can share the truth of our lives can and do change our lives.

 

What is the truth that you are invited to tell?

Whose truth are you invited to hear?

 

Jesus heard that they had thrown him out, and went and found him.  He asked him, “Do you believe in the Son of Man?”

 

The man said, “point him out to me, sir, so that I can believe in him.”

Jesus said, “You’re looking right at him.  Don’t you recognize my voice?”

“Master, I believe,” the man said and worshiped him.

 

Jesus then said, “I came into the world to bring everything into the clear light of day, making all the distinctions clear, so that those who have never seen will see, and those who have made a great pretense of seeing will be exposed as blind.”

 

Some Pharisees overheard him and said, “Does that mean you’re calling us blind?”

Jesus said, “If you were really blind, you would be blameless, but since you claim to see everything so well, you’re accountable for every fault and failure.” 

 

Why would I do any of this?

Risk getting involved and try do something?

Risk trusting that God is there and alive in the changes in my life?

Risk telling the truth?

 

I do those risky things again and again not because I am bright or brave.  But I do them because of one thing only – my relationship to Jesus.  And without that relationship I might do none of them.

 

And such relationship is what this story is finally all about and what it invites us to – to be the blind man and risk having something happen to us – and changing and speaking truth.

 

To believe not in our heads but in our bodies that Jesus Christ is the child of God. 

That means to see in him how God is.

And in looking at his life, I get life.

 

The Gospel of John is a radical gospel because you don’t have to wait until the end of the story to get the prize – to in churchy language – to get whole, get saved.

 

No, according to John , we are not saved because Jesus died on the cross to save us from our sins – but because the life of Jesus saves us.  And as we draw our lives into closer relationship to the life of Jesus, we too will be made whole. 

 

That’s why John puts so much emphasis on Jesus coming into the world.  Because Jesus’ life matters – and our relationship to his life.

 

And it is his life that shows me how to try, trust, and tell it like it is.

 

I experience in him one who didn’t stand back and analyze but one who did – just loved his neighbor and enemy.  Risked getting involved.

 

I experience in him one who risked being changed.  Trusting that God could use him – and letting himself be changed as he grew in deeper relationship to God.

 

And I experience in him one who told the truth – even though it ran right against what those in power wanted to hear. 

 

So that we might be drawn into deeper relationship to Jesus, we need to practice being a community that puts a first and foremost commitment on relationship – being a place that asks – “How are you?” and waits to hear and know.  A place where we are called by name.  A place where we can risk speaking the truth in love because we know that finally the love we experience in Jesus’ life catches us all. 

 

What are you called to try?

How are you called to trust?

What is the truth you are invited to tell?

 

This is the life we are called to live:

To try today to do something that is healing.

To trust that God is alive and at work in our lives.

And to believe that we, even we, have something amazing that we are called to tell and share.

 

That is amazing good news.

 

Let us go forth to live and proclaim the gospel.

 

Amen.