Even When it is Night

John 14.1-14

 

A sermon preached by Dave Shull

as the second in a three-part series, Trusting God

April 24, 2005

University Congregational United Church of Christ

Seattle, Washington

 

One of the biggest reasons it’s hard to trust God is because there’s so much suffering in our world. Bad things happen.  And because a part of us believes that a loving, powerful God should surround us with some kind of force-field that protects us from suffering, the fact that we do suffer means it’s hard to trust God.  

 

For us to trust God, we believe God has to be a God of power.  A God of power could end our personal suffering, and end the wars and famines and diseases and pollution that ravage our world.  That’s what it means to have power.   Powerful people, powerful institutions, powerful nations get things done.  They make things happen.  They make us feel safe.

 

And yet how do Christians talk about a God of power when Jesus ended up on the cross?  How do Christians talk about a God of power when Jesus didn’t spend his time doing what powerful people should do?  He didn’t network with other powerful people, or strategize about building his political base, or have three-martini lunches with the movers and shakers in Galilee. Instead of wielding power in these ways, Jesus ate pita bread and figs with prostitutes, tax collectors, lepers, and an occasional Pharisee.  The God who comes to us in Jesus does not demonstrate power the way we understand power.  So perhaps when the question comes up, ‘How do we trust God when there’s so much suffering in the world?’ we Christians need to re-imagine what it means for God to have power.  We need to re-imagine what it means that God-in-the-flesh was a victim of the most feared instrument of Roman power, the cross?

 

I’d like to explore these questions using the text, ‘I myself am the Way – I am Truth, and I am Life.  No one comes to Abba God but through me’ (John 14.6).  The way this text has traditionally been interpreted buys into our culture’s understanding of power.  A different way of interpreting it invites us to imagine how power is present in the God who was crucified.  This alternative reading invites us to imagine how we can trust God even in our times of suffering, how we can trust God even when it is night.

 

In John’s Gospel, Jesus says, ‘I myself am the Way – I am Truth, and I am Life.  No one comes to Abba God but through me’ (John 14.6).

 

For the past 2000 years, Christians have used passages like this to exert power over others.  We’ve used them to frighten people into believing.  We’ve used them to justify cruelty toward non-Christians.  We have heard these words of Jesus, and their absoluteness gives us permission, in his name, to make equally absolute pronouncements about what is and what is not God’s will.

 

Three items from the news this week reflect ways Christians have sought to exert power by making absolute pronouncements about God’s will.  

 

On Tuesday, Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger was named Pope Benedict XVI.  I pray God’s Spirit will lead Pope Benedict to imagine afresh how to be faithful to the God who looks at all Her children and names them, Chosen and marked by my love, pride of my life (Mark 1.11, The Message translation).  I pray this knowing that for the past 25 years, Pope Benedict has used his power to silence free-thinking Catholic scholars and promote sexual ethics that deny basic human rights to women and sexual minorities and that deprive AIDS prevention efforts from promoting condom use as a means of saving lives. 

 

On Wednesday, I learned that two Christian organizations had christened today Justice Sunday.  These organizations are calling on Christians across the country to pressure our senators to support judges whose appointments the Democrats have threatened to filibuster.  The heads of these organizations believe too many judges are making decisions that, in their words, ‘insult Christians’.  As an example, the Rev. James Dobson cites Supreme Court Justice Anthony Kennedy.  Kennedy sided with a recent majority ruling that said executing people who committed their crimes as juveniles is unconstitutional.  Rev. Dobson is absolutely certain that sparing such people from execution insults Christians – and insults God.  

 

And on Friday, word came out that Pastor Ken Hutcherson of the Antioch Bible Church in Redmond threatened to organize a national boycott of Microsoft if Microsoft supported legislation prohibiting discrimination based on sexual orientation. 

 

These three news items illustrate ways Christians are trying to make absolute pronouncements about God’s will.  They illustrate ways Christians are unquestioningly cultivating and unquestioningly using power as our culture exercises power.  

 

But there’s another way to understand this morning’s Gospel reading.  And it has nothing to do with Jesus making an absolute pronouncement about being the only way to God.  Most scholars think the community that wrote John’s Gospel was made up of Jews who had been expelled from the synagogue because they believed Jesus was the Messiah.  Jesus Christ had shown this community of Jews a God they had never known before.  In Jesus, John’s community met the God Jesus called ‘Abba’ – Daddy.  Perhaps for the first time, this community experienced God as an intimate, merciful being.  For them, Jesus was the Way, the Truth, and the Life, that made real the face of God Jesus knew as Abba.  

 

 Notice what this passage doesn’t say.  Jesus doesn’t say, ‘No one comes to God but through me.’   That would be the kind of absolute pronouncement that has led Christians to use this text as a weapon of power.  Jesus doesn’t say, ‘No one comes to God but by me.’  Instead, he says, ‘No one comes to Abba God’ – or, in the traditional translation, ‘No one comes to the Father’ – ‘but through me’.  Jesus isn’t saying he is the only way to God.  Instead, John’s community is saying, We never knew this Abba God before, but now we have come to know Abba through Jesus!  ‘I am the Way, I am Truth, and I am Life, no one comes to Abba God but through me’ is no longer an absolute pronouncement of religious exclusion.  Instead, it is a song of praise by an early community of Jews whose life had been radically changed by Jesus giving them a relationship with Abba.  And it is an evangelical call!  Knowing this face of God has transformed John’s community.  And they invite others who want to know this intimate God to join them in following the one who is for them Way, Truth, and Life.  (This understanding of John 14.1-14 is based on the writings of Gail O’Day, “The Gospel of John,” The New Interpreter’s Bible, Vol. IX, Abingdon Press, pp. 743-45).  

 

This alternative understanding of our Gospel reading invites us to see God’s relationship to power in a totally different way than the traditional reading does.  No longer used as a powerful threat of eternal damnation for all who do not see Jesus as the Messiah, this text invites people to follow Jesus as the way to come into relationship with this intimate Abba God.  It’s an invitation. 

But there’s a catch.  If we choose to follow Jesus as his disciple, if we choose to walk with Jesus on the Way toward Abba God, we end up at the foot of the cross.

 

Because when he walked this earth, Jesus always, always, always ended up with the people who had none of the trappings of power.  Jesus always ended up where it seemed God was most absent.  And by being in those places where it seemed God was most absent, Jesus was saying, This is where God has been all along.

 

You see what this does to our human understanding of power, and how a powerful God should act?  A God powerful by society’s standards never would have ended up on the cross.  A God who uses power like we understand power wouldn’t have submitted to torture and public humiliation.  A God who views power like we do wouldn’t have left it up to 11 cowardly disciples and a traitor to tell the story of the way God broke into history as Jesus Christ and turned the world upside-down.

 

And God-made-flesh turns our world upside-down because his life and death and resurrection proclaim God’s power is found in the places of despair, starvation, loneliness, fear, violence, and death.  That’s where God’s power lies.  And so we who would know this intimate Abba God must follow Jesus, walking with him along the Way.  We must follow Jesus on the Way that goes into the heart of suffering.  And we stay there.  We build relationships with these people who will not advance our social standing or put us in contact with the movers and shakers of society.  We follow Jesus to the places of suffering because that is what disciples of this odd savior do.  We go where God is – and God is in the TB clinics and refugee camps and cancer wards and prisons and mental hospitals; God is in the places of loneliness and poverty and despair and fear.  And somehow that is where God’s power is made known.

 

I don’t understand how this happens.  And I don’t understand how a God who created the heavens and the earth, a God who became flesh, a God who broke through the other side of the tomb to declare not even death can destroy such a Love – I don’t understand how the God who has demonstrated this kind of power now shows power in the places where creatures have no power.  But as followers of the Jesus whose Way ended on the cross, I know that we who are his disciples must go to the places of powerlessness and violence.  Even though it is night.  Because that is where we find the God whose power lies in weakness, whose victory over life came through death, whose truth is scorned as folly by the powerful in our world.

 

One of the biggest reasons it’s hard to trust God is because there’s so much suffering in our world.  Bad things happen.  And because a part of us believes that a loving, powerful God should surround us with some kind of force field that protects us from suffering, the fact that we do suffer means it’s hard to trust God.

 

For me, trusting God means radically changing the way I understand what it means to talk about a God of power.  Because the God Jesus makes real is a God who shows up in those very places it seems God is most absent – the places where people have no material wealth and no political influence, places that are not on the agendas of policymakers and CNN. 

 

The God Jesus makes real shows up in the grief of poet laureate Alfred Lord Tennyson.  When he was in college, Tennyson’s closest friend suddenly died.  Tennyson’s grief was overwhelming.  God stayed with Tennyson in this night-time period in his life.  Almost 20 years later, Tennyson wrote his best-known poem as a way to address his overpowering grief.  The poem is a testimony to the power of friendship.  And it is a song of faith in Jesus Christ, who comes to places of powerlessness and profound suffering, and stays with us there.  Until we see the face of Abba God, and know ourselves embraced by the weak power – by the powerful weakness – of the suffering God.

 

Stanzas from Tennyson’s poem have been used to create the hymn, “Incarnate God, Immortal Love.”  In honor of all who dwell in the night-time places of their lives, let us stand and sing all verses together of Hymn #414:

           

Incarnate God, immortal Love,

            whom we, that have not seen your face,

by faith, and faith alone, embrace,

            believing where we cannot prove:

 

 

You will not leave us in the dust;

            you gave us life, we know not why.

We trust we were not made to die,

            for you have made us, you are just.

 

In you meet human and divine,

            the highest, holiest union known.

We falsely call our powers our own

            until our wills with yours combine.

 

Our little systems have their day,

            they have their day and cease to be;

they are but fleeting certainty,

            and you, O Christ, are more than they.

 

We have but faith; we cannot know,

            for knowledge is of things proved true;

and yet we trust it comes from you,

            a sign of promise; let it grow.

 

Let knowledge grow from more to more,

            but more of reverence in us dwell;

that mind and soul, according well,

            may make one music as before.